Today wasnt okayh .
I was faking my laughs and smiles th whole day . and yeah , my heart breaks every second , and my mind won't stop thinking . well , in school did normal things , didnt talk much in mt . other period i tried to keep myself entertained to not think much , bhrt at one period , i kept laughing and laughing to calm dwn , hmms .
ended up , i couldnt . and yea, i was criously fustrated with my teacher for always picking on me -.-" , pekik tk gune , lawan alek pn tk gune , kept quiet ignored him -.- ,  i've been pissed off the whole day . argghhhhh! aftr sch was slightly better , went for dance , got home and fought with mum , da tuu , we shouted at each other , and then ignored each other , aftr tht fought with akak , da tu die biseng p complain , balasan die tolak pt ako , bagos -.- , i'm sick of everyth , and i hate favoritism -.-" ako sedar ako bodoh , ako sedar ako tk gune  , tk perlu pandang rendah la -.- "  ,  thys had been going on for years  , pujian pt akak , balasan pt ako , bagos skaly . happy ako -.-"  sorry if thys is full of complaints or whtevr .

and , arghhh , my back hurts !