Hellohh ? [:
day by day , my blog is getting deaaad x.x , my apology people.
so yea ,  went to JB with family yestr. well , it was okayh , ate alot . heh . bhrtbhrt , th mats punya la itating -.-" tak aman dunie . psh , bought , clothes , books , food and a box of cigarettes for friend and took out 3 sticks to give another friend , see how kind i am ? and , i don't smoke ehy -.- "  andand , bought gum too .
theen er ,  ohh , reach home at around 9+pm . dad was like repeating th word " sedapsedapsedap " aftr hearing th stuupid bullhorn , and mum was like repeating " da go , da malam da malam . " due to work and sch th following day .  so yea , reached home cleared things , and headed to sleep.  the next morning , drag myself off bed , and got ready for school .  assembled straight , flagraising , reading period , alaa , school was just normal . aftr sch , met th rest outside hall , headed to normal place , and went up for dance , aftr tht , my back ache like fcxk -.- , pfft. got home , bathed . and went dwn to pass things . then , went up and did homework .  thats all .

hmms , i have absolutely no mood today .
every thing is all falling apart , my heart is breaking every second , and tears are forcing themselves out .
days pass , and more thoughts are in my useless head . parents quarreling almost everyday , relatives drifting apart . friends ? haish .  i don't knw what to do no more . and i cnt help myself to stop thinking / wondering .
everyth hurts me so badly , and education starts trembling again . everything is turning worst . arghhh .  just kill me alr ):  nobody will ever understand okayh . haishh ..