why can't you accpt th fact i can't tell you so ?
do you think i like hiding things from you , yes i understand your 12,
and i'm 13 . I'm just months older thn you . so what are you trying to prove ?
haish , i'm not acting like i care , i do care . and theres nth i cn do ,
I'm trying to understand you , bhrt did you understand me at all ? well , no .
you didnt. if i dunt care , and if i want to understand you , i wouldnt even make and effort to talk and reply you . and in other words , why are you asking me and expecting me to tell you , when in fact , i'm not involve in it . look , i told you many times , one day , sooner or later you'll find out , this is not th time , not now , not yet. and i meant tht . i'm not giving you false hopes.
haish . i dunt knw what else to do now , and i have nth else to day , if you choose to be tht way , then , i can't do anyth , if your gonna hate me for this , than its up to you . and if you want to kill yourself , kill me first . thats all .

and i'm aware this is reality .
i'm facing it , and you have to face it too .

- Nurul Ayuni .